Who Am I? (And Who are YOU?)

The view from my desk…

When you walk into one of my classes you are an athlete. To be honest, it doesn’t totally matter if you define yourself as such (although I hope that you give yourself enough, I’m a bad-ass, credit to do so,) but to me, the moment you walk through the door to the studio/box/gym you are one. This classification defines how I teach, and it may catch the occasional “dude, I’m just here because I feel like I should be” person off guard. If I do not believe you are holding yourself to the level that an athlete should – I will tell you. That being said, If I think you are putting in the work worthy of that title – I will also tell you (mostly likely very loudly and enthusiastically.) Here’s the thing: I do not expect perfect classes with perfect people who have perfect conditioning. Where’s the thrill in that? What I do expect each and every time I teach are classes filled with people willing to put in the work – because that is what athletes do, and that is what distinguishes them from everyone else. They put in the work. And a truly great ones do so not selfishly, not egotistically, but passionately and humbly. You do not need to be in the NFL to be an athlete post high school or college, you simply need to change the way you approach the gym– to change the way you work. Continue reading

Wandering Feet, Wandering Thoughts

The only picture I managed to take in my wanderings. Total fail of documentation.

I’ve found that me being an emotionally erratic, single 24 year old is in fact very advantageous for blogging. Who knows where my emotional state will be at the end of the week, and thus I always have a new and exciting emotional platform from which to write from – Whooo. But seriously, it sometimes astounds me just how often my internal dialogue vacillates throughout the course of the week. I can go from feeling like a rock star to a big waste of space in about 8 seconds. How is it possible to lose our ground so quickly? Are we able to become resilient to such superficial swings – or I guess the greater question is: are these emotional swings merely superficial – meaning that they don’t penetrate the baseline of our self, or are they in fact very substantial – exposing the lack of a solid foundation of the self? Continue reading

Risky Business

I am not good at taking risks. Fact. I do not like to fly by the seat of my pants. In fact, I like to be rather grounded in my pants. The riskiest I am getting in that context is wearing bright pink spandex pants – which I am by the way, right now, while writing this post because I decided their audacity would naturally filter into my writing. Watch out world. Shit is about to go down. Continue reading

Strong: The New Sexy?

The FRCF crew plus me at Girls Gone Rx!

I wish that question mark didn’t have to be a part of the title. That statement though, I hate to say, is still very much a question. I have the luxury to be surrounded by strong women, and I often take it for granted that said scenario is not the norm. I went from being a collegiate rower to working in a gym to being a crossfitter. Quads, traps, biceps – these things are the equivalent to small waists, skinny thighs, and tiny arms in my world, but my world is by no means the world. It’s funny, in that totally not funny, totally sucky sort of way, how we as a nation can on the one hand be battling an obesity epidemic and on the other be battling a skinny girl epidemic. Where is strength amidst all this craziness? Continue reading

Change the Tone

When all else fails: buy some flowers.

I usually try to be a little more on-point with my posting schedule, but to be honest, nothing good was coming out of these nimble fingers in the last 72 hours – hence the delay. I know the deal is when things are rather sub-par in your own life you are supposed to garner a greater perspective and realize that whatever shit is happening to you is far less than what people all around the world have to bear on a daily basis. So very true. Especially in light of this week. However, this is sometimes an impossible task. Not only are you asked to let go of your own wallowing, you are also asked to take a perspective totally foreign to your own – one that you by definition cannot even comprehend. Let’s just say that when you already don’t have your sharpest, most industrious wits about you, it is most likely that you will come up short in this endeavor. Only now you feel like a selfish asshole with petty problems that you can’t get over despite yourself. But you know what, those are your problems. They exist within your own context and are relevant and even more devastating to you because of that fact. Don’t immediately discount something that is hard for you merely because it doesn’t seem to be on the same scale as other hardships. Don’t ever forget that larger scale, but guilt is not going to help you fight whatever demons you are battling. It’s just going to make you feel even more crippled. Continue reading

The Pursuit of Success

My dog Mojo with a tennis ball: absolute bliss attained.

I was sitting around with two friends this weekend, chatting about life decisions and the choices that had lead us to our current paths. Not to toot our own horns, but we are a tri-fecta of intelligent women, and yet we have all chosen paths that may not always be associated with the top tier of “success.” Two of us are fitness + instructors (the + being a dabbling in other endeavors, as in the world of blogging and nutrition…) and one is in school to become a nurse practitioner. I guess if we wanted to be more classical in our life pursuits, the  description of our career paths should’ve been: a law student, a business student, and a med student. But, the crazy thing is, each of us is thrilled by our not so classical choice. And, perhaps the really crazy thing is, somehow in the conversation “success” got juxtaposed to, as opposed to, aligned with our lives – had we made the right choice in choosing happiness over success… Continue reading

Humility: A Vehicle for Mobility or Stagnation?

Photography skills compliments of Steve Hegarty!

Doubt and humility are too often confounded in life – or perhaps only within my own life. But truly, where is the line drawn? Where does one’s respect for the work to be done switch to one’s doubt for the sheer possibility that the work can be done? Where do grace and poise degrade to fear and cowardice? Continue reading